madison conlee

Sunday, September 11, 2022

hey dad, its been a few months. my birthday is coming up on tuesday, im gonna be 17 !! its gonna suck a lot not having you here for another one of my birthdays though. anyways, dad this weekend has been really hard. my boyfriend, jake, got into a really bad car accident on friday. and he was the only vehicle involved, it reminded me of the way you passed. he almost died dad, he was so close to death its a miracle he didnt die. i truly do believe you were there watching over him dad, you knew how important he is to me and you knew i couldn't lose the only other man ive loved outside of you the exact same way i did lose you. it hurt really bad dad i couldn't stop crying, and when i went to his house to spend time with him the day after we both just held each other and cried because we cant believe he lived. he got out of his car with a hole in the top of his head and a concussion, but dad i wish i could show you the pictures of his car, its completely flattened. you would see it and think that the driver would have died. so im here to say thank you, even if your physical presence isnt here you still find ways to show me you love me and you're still here spiritually. i couldn't lose him daddy i really couldn't, i was so scared i was gonna lose my boy forever. im forever going to be thankful for you saving him and watching over him that night dad. i'll never ever take what you continue to do for me even if you're not physically here, for granted. i really miss you and i'll probably be back to talk again on my birthday. i love you with my whole heart daddy, we will meet again soon <3

madison conlee

Tuesday, July 5, 2022

i miss you so much dad. our family is so separated now i feel so alone. i hold myself while i cry pretending its you, i wanna be with you so bad dad i need you and everyday it gets harder to keep going without you. i dont wanna be alone anymore daddy i just wanna be loved. i wanna be apart of a family so bad and to be honest with you dad it hasnt felt like i've been in years. i know you've see and i know you've been watching over me but i need you here with me. i miss you so much and im so sad dad im so sad i dont know how ive made it so far without you and i just hope i can make it further. i feel a lot like a burden and a lot like a bad person. i dont know how to be different , i like to think id be different if i were raised by you. bye dad, i love you and i'll talk to you again soon. you're my hero and the first man ive ever loved.

madison conlee

Monday, March 28, 2022

its been thirteen years today and i cant stop crying dad it doesnt get any easier, growing up has made dealing with you being gone so much harder. the more im able to understand you're gone and the more things i experience that make me wish you were here to comfort me through them makes everything so much harder. honestly ive been doing a lot better but today is so hard for some reason and it feels like id give up anything and everything i could just to get to meet you now. i have adult figures in my life but sometimes i just really need you dad. i miss you so much i love you.

Faith Lynch

Saturday, July 17, 2021

i forever wish i could have met you. i wish i had one hug that i could at least remember. i've never heard the sound of your voice and i barely know anything about you, but i'm trying to learn. thank you for giving me life. thank you for giving me a chance. i try to do everything i can to make you proud. i think about you every day. i spend hours crying knowing that my real first time meeting you is going to have to be at the cemetery. rest easy, jonathan. i love you. i hope i can visit you soon <3

Ansleigh Conlee

Monday, January 11, 2021

Today has been very hard, I sat in my car on my lunch break and just talked and cried to you the whole time. I miss you so so so much. I wish I was actually able to talk to you, life's been tough recently and all I want is a big ole hug from you, it would make everything better. The name, "jonathan" still makes me turn my head in hopes that I'd see you. Nana gave me some of your poetry about 5 months ago and I still have not been able to bring myself to read it, though I've heard you were very talented. You're FOREVER in my heart and FOREVER in my mind. I love you so much, please watch over me Daddy. <3

Madison Conlee

Sunday, January 10, 2021

dad I never knew you well and memories I have im not even sure if they’re real. I never got to know you the way I wish I had, I wish I had been older, I can only remember the sound of your voice and your laugh and memories are only things I’ve been told. i miss you everyday, it’s almost your birthday I love you.

Noah Conlee

Saturday, September 19, 2020

I didn't get all the time with you that I wish I could have had, but I keep the memories I have of you close to me. I remember the cheesy way you would say things to me trying to teach me," we don't start fights we end them" and how you always told me to be there for my brother and sisters. I won't lie to you dad I'm struggling at this point in my life with finding myself and where I'm supposed to be but I always keep you in my mind and do my best to make you proud. I don't remember the sound of your voice but I swear that I hear you sometimes. I just miss you. I love you dad. I really love you.

Ansleigh Conlee

Wednesday, January 29, 2020

Its been almost 10 years without you, and I'm missing you more than ever, I hope youre watching over me. Not a day goes by where your arent on my mind. I love you with all my heart, Dad.

Jenny Rogers

Sunday, March 14, 2010

To the Conlee's
It has been almost a year since Jonathan has left us. Not a day goes by where I don't think about him and the friendship he had with our whole family. He made a big impact on our lives. I hope Noah, Ansleigh, and Madison are doidng well I miss seeing their adorable faces. My thought and prayers are with your whole family at this time.
Jenny Rogers and Family

Shelley Hipple

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Susie,
I just heard and words cannot express how sorry I am for your loss. My heart breaks for you and your family. Please know that I am thinking of all of you.
Love,
Shelley

Carol Martin

Friday, April 10, 2009

Susie, my heart goes out to you and
our entire family. Now he is in heaven, a place of love and joy with no more pain. You will see him again someday. I have no doubts as I lost my only son almost 4 years ago. Trust in God and rejoice in the Lord as he will carry you through and heal your hearts. God Bless you all.
Love, Carol

Thomas Short

Monday, April 6, 2009

He was a very close friend and also a battle buddy in the united states Army. We will all miss him so much

Jim and Karla Milson

Monday, April 6, 2009

We will miss him so much! He was a great man. His cooking was the best and what he could make out of all those gourds was awesome!!! We are so sorry for your loss as well as ours! God rest his soul! We loved him!

A'Lecia

Monday, April 6, 2009

To the Conlee's I am truely sorry for your loss. I will miss Jon greatly.

Tess

Friday, April 3, 2009

Susie,
God is holding you in the palm of his hands let him guide you. Jonathan was a good hearted person with an abudance of talent! I know he is one of God's shining Angels. You are in my thoughtts and prayers

sonya lovell

Thursday, April 2, 2009

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Gwen Conlee Westbrook

Thursday, April 2, 2009

So sorry for Jonathan's family. I didn't know Jonathan, but his father was my first cousin and I loved him very much. Please accept my sympathy & will keep you in my prayers.

Gwen Conlee Westbrook, Jacksonville, AL

Pamela

Thursday, April 2, 2009

I will miss Jonathan so much. Mrs. Conlee I pray got heals your heart and I pray that you someday realize the love Jonathan feels for Star and Lilly. Peace be with you.

Catherine Hankins

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Susie,

I am so sorry for your loss. I pray God will comfort you in your time of sorrow. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Lt.Thomas Sponer

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Words cannot fill the void left by the passing of your son. May God be with you and your family.

Judy B

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Susie,
I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts & prayers are with you & your family. God's hand is embracing you all at this time & guiding you through your journey.

Judy & Rick

Stan Crisp

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Suzie,

There are no words I can speak that will ease the pain and suffering you are feeling right now. We ask God why these things happen because we don't fully understand his plan for each of our lives. We simply have to live by faith and believe that God is in control. We thank God for sparing Noah's life. Know that you have been, and always will be in my thoughts and prayers. May God carry you and your family during this very difficult time.

Lynda Harris

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I am sorry for your loss.

Lee Ann Fincher

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

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Leah Brewer

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Susie,
I was so sorry to hear what had happened. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers and I pray that the Lord will be with you during this difficult time.

Patricia Pullum

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Susie,
May the Lord comfort you and your family. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Patricia Pullum
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